And in all fairness, I have to give him a real shot. I told him I would try. I have to live up to my word. So All plans on hold until June. And depending on what happens between now and then will determine what happens next. Honestly, im cool with that because it give me more tme to plan shit out.
ANywho. Im gettin back in school. Goin to visit the Art institute on the 18th...I gotta get back to my photography. I gotta get back to my music. I gotta get back to me. Lawd help me, please. I been in schol WAYYYY too long...kinda. I just shoulda graduated already you know? Ugh.
I just feel like I dont fit anywhere. As good as that is, it makes it hard. I just wanna feel like I belong somewhere. Or I just need to be somewhere where people accept me for who I am. I mean it's not like im some quackface person who is completely clueless. I lack some sorta self confidence, but thats a process and im not sure it can be taught. It just kinda has to come.
*YYYYAAAAAWWWWNNNNNN*
Im getting sleepy, but there is ALOT on my mind.
I have done 2 video blogs that just will NOT upload for some reason. :(
Im going to bed. I can't focus.
Peace Love n Blessngs ya'll.
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